please tell me what "LIFE" means "WITHOUT YOU" ?

don't forget the day we met, it changed history.. at least for me :')
the real reason i'm over you is cuz now i see who you really are!
maybe i'm stupid to tell you that i'm okay. i'm just scared that you might leave when i tell you i'm not :( i can't stand to be just a friend to you , it hurts too much knowing we'll only be friends and no more !!
i still have so many things to ask you and so many questions with no aswers !!
i hate days when all i can do to stop myself from crying is think of u,i hate that cuz somedays thoughts of u make me want to cry more :(
you give me a reason to wake up every day. every time i see your face, i forget one more thing about the past.. :')
i wanna scream loud where you can hear how im feeling , all because of yo
i don't know what hurts more,
how much i know i will miss you or how much i know you won't miss me.
and guess what? i really want to smile at you but scared of what you reaction migh be :O
i dont know what you want , you stare real hard and its makes me fall . i want you but your a confusing guy ?

so different

i have many different things about hmmm just guess what is it .
idk why i'm still thingking bout something wrong ! why is it wrong? maybe cuz it's wrong haha
my feel wrong, my heart wrong ! all bout it is wrongs!!
i really dont wanna think bout it again, but why my heart always do it :O
noone know and noone cares! i know that
but, did im wrong to know just little bout it ? :(
i know who am i ! not have a valuable thing
who i am to thinking bout it !!!
i'm just a ordinary girl
just dream to me to see it beside me
i'm in here just pray and hope its can be real !!
NOT MY DREAM :')

so tireeeeeeeeeeed

hey how are you? i hope fine :)
guess what? i have something new ! haha
there are bad news and good news..
what's u wanna first i tell? hmmm
maybe can be better if i tell you bad news first and then the good news,
hmmm it's march and in april i must do my NATIONAL EXAM !!!
wooooooooowww it's so exciting :O
my head feel wanna repture and my brain will out from my head :O haha

I REALLY HOPE PASS IN MY NATIONAL EXAMS !!

but anything. i feel so fun, because i wanna enter to college, it's time to me to be better in my education. i hope in my college i will have many new friends and new things that's so good :)
i know maybe i will miss my senior high school period, because in here i can know many things and can differentiate the good things and bad things to my life :)
in here i meet him but it's end with hurted but i know someday it's change to be right :)


MY WISHES JUST PASS MY SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!